The Christmas Party

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On Christmas Eve I went to a party at my boyfriend's aunts house. This was the first time that I was going to see his family in a few months. We don't have the best relationship so whenever I go to see them I get very anxious.

The old me would just avoid situations that made me feel uncomfortable. However, I had to face this issue head on.

My dad gave me a pep talk where he told me that I can't let other people control my life. I need to be my own person and if they don't like me then it's their loss. He was trying to motivate me and it worked.

I went to that party and acted like nothing bothered me. It made me feel good that I was in control of my life. I wanted to go to that party so I went. I actually ended up having a really fun night.



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